She lost him. For all the things she has with him, she lost it. She lost the light in her eyes; burning for his love. She lost the spirit in herself; fiercely loving him. She lost the living soul within her; lurking his attention. She lost the memories she had; everything she wanted to be; with him -- she wanted it to be lost too. And so it be.
She lost him.
And she lost herself.
She is nowhere to be found.